Will I drive my boyfriend to cheat? Honestly.?

I am a webcam model and I do not tell anyone I do it because of reactions like the one you are giving. It is great - GREAT money. If he was doing this before he met you, the trust issue is him not trusting your reaction to finding out. I am not sure why he didn't block the state out you are living in. But regardless you have to understand it is a job and he earns money that way. There is no emotional connection to the people he performs for. If you are giving him a hard time about webcamming, it would make him unhappy. I do it to make money - nothing more. I think at this point your relationship is in serious trouble because you are not trusting him and he is portraying your feelings of him as negative. You have 2 options. Understanding his work on cam and accepting that it is to make money and not because he is not happy with you, or letting him go because you know that it is not something you can live with. But staying together and not resolving your feelings will only make it worse.